Going a little Cray Cray over here

 when I make plans, God has a way of changing them.

That's me,  the girl with the Coffee, the day planner...  

The plans. 

The one with everything "mapped out" in her head,

lists of "to-do's," and what not.

If there's anything I should have learned in the past couple of years, 

it's that God's ways for me are ALWAYS better than my own 

and that I simply need to "let go" of making my own plans and simply TRUST  Him. 
Just let go, and let God.

That's easier said that done for a person like me I am not a control-freak type of personality but like to be able to plan things out and see things on a monthly basis.

My personality is not one that enjoys plans going awry and off-schedule. It in a sense upsets me and gets me flustered. And grumpy. Really grumpy.

I tend to shut down and shut people out. 

That has been a good majority of my month since my back injury. I honestly have no idea what happened or how. I had what felt like a charlie horse that Thursday and then woke up Friday  got out of bed and collapsed as soon as I stood up on my right leg. pain shot down my leg to my ankle over and over like lightening. I was hysterical in tears. I had no idea what was going on. Called into work and called my dad to see what I should do. My mom ended up taking me to the chripractor. My pain level was at a 9/10. For me I have a high tolerancy for pain so it had to be bad. 3 weeks of adjustments about every other day and wearing a back brace for about everything I do. I have had to learn to allow others to do for me and to take everything alot slower than I am use to. I am not cleared for teaching Zumba. Which is really hard for me. I not only miss my students but the gym in general.